Uhmmm... the guy posted his 5 cpl account is closed, another one saying they look at opening book type of first fifteen moves,
Logically speaking 1 and zeros... the zeros are this who make false claims of “what they do” because it “sounds good to them”...
Cheeting ... everone who beats me are, heheheh my personal zero moment.
It is frustrating I managed to get to 18xx, and get keyrushed by provisional players, of course are better than I just not enough games to provide a better rating, yet... this point loss of 12 sux, and gaining 5 for defeating similar rating takes forever to get back the points in between, and after all is my main reason for saying I managed to get to 18xx, as a relief that provisional players @ 15xx aren’t going to play me...
I play and am always thinking mah opponent is a cheet, then I am hopeless...
The frustration makes me behave badly... I suspect the humiliation of chess helps us cope... and since I am on the subject, of being quick to state cheet... I need to stop it, for it is severely affecting my play, kinda ptsd .
But, I “play” ... for chess is much more than a perfect game... and get beaten much to my amusement that it is me who is my cause of loss, not mah opponents chance of cheeting, I am embarrassed to call someone a cheet, then find out later that it was me all along who just can’t seem to get my act together... far easier for me to call cheet and not advance in skill, than to pick out my flaws.
As to what the best help to find out what your opponent is up to, play, and all will be revealed... much to mah chagrin, I slip into a blindness of “playing a cheet” and play poorly, then in trying to justify my play as my opponent “obviously “....
This sux, I just want to play chess, and play chess well, (so mah girlfriends father can respect me) (so I can face myself in the mirror)
Or whatever my current rationale to drive myself insane with the frustration’s of chess...
And yes, if I suspect I reference a multitude of things just to cover my pathetic approach to chess.
Just today I told lichess in a report, that I understand that being afraid of a lawsuit will undoubtedly cause them to back off on investigations...( I would like to apologize for my rant in a report), this was shameful, and belongs in forum...)
And I read a post that mentioned the point of either play chess or waste a day investigating ... ans yes there are times I wish I had a crystal ball and be sure... yet, I am not even good enough to stop playing the benoni not good enough to realize that I am causing my own distress.. nor am I good enough to factor in a knowledgeable chess analysis of the purported game I seem to think I was cheeted from...
So my post is “cheeted, fix it!” Narrative... or worse, I find myself blaming the system. Of course, I am not as crazed with it as I was, when I first found out that I can spot a cheeter, of course, this only is because I really cannot, but I like to think I can...
I am victim of my personal eval, of myself, and what to prove I am great, only to fall flat on my attempts for immortality...
As some have put forth, life is too short, and chess is too much fun to be constantly in the mind *u@k of thinking that they are all out to get me, just trying to make me loose mah $hit and “cross the line” ...
If nothing else, these last five years of lichess chess, has shown me how pathetic I really am, and like an alcoholic I am powerless to change, ... so I ask Caissa for help, and she gives me the games I love, you know the ones where stalkfish pans and suggests that I play something simpler like 52 pickup...
As I get better at the current thousands of games opening, I get full headed that I know everything... which of course is false, for I don’t even know how to be funny... even when people are laughing ...
The ability to cheet will always be there, I simply must learn to trust that my current opponent simply chooses not to, and enjoy myself.
As far as an api to sort out cheet? Good luck, as one response mentioned, had there been something, someone would have figured out how to fool, which of course is human nature, we didn’t become we without cheeting our food out of a long life...
But, we are human, i old like to remind those that do think that cheeting in chess is a good thing, you have missed the beauty of watching your own plan come to fruition, (and my biggest failure is I think my ideas are better than they are...). ... I humiliate myself daily, and try to pretend it doesn’t hurt to lose, by calling my recent opponent a stinky cheet, when I can’t tell for smell online...
Not that I am ever going to change, I’d like to think I can get passed my feeling I can see through the shams... con’s and outright lies... but, I do consider that chess is the pursuit of truth, and if I play outrageously my loss is definitely not because mah opponent peeked at the answers,
Thank for reading...
@acerb8
Logically speaking 1 and zeros... the zeros are this who make false claims of “what they do” because it “sounds good to them”...
Cheeting ... everone who beats me are, heheheh my personal zero moment.
It is frustrating I managed to get to 18xx, and get keyrushed by provisional players, of course are better than I just not enough games to provide a better rating, yet... this point loss of 12 sux, and gaining 5 for defeating similar rating takes forever to get back the points in between, and after all is my main reason for saying I managed to get to 18xx, as a relief that provisional players @ 15xx aren’t going to play me...
I play and am always thinking mah opponent is a cheet, then I am hopeless...
The frustration makes me behave badly... I suspect the humiliation of chess helps us cope... and since I am on the subject, of being quick to state cheet... I need to stop it, for it is severely affecting my play, kinda ptsd .
But, I “play” ... for chess is much more than a perfect game... and get beaten much to my amusement that it is me who is my cause of loss, not mah opponents chance of cheeting, I am embarrassed to call someone a cheet, then find out later that it was me all along who just can’t seem to get my act together... far easier for me to call cheet and not advance in skill, than to pick out my flaws.
As to what the best help to find out what your opponent is up to, play, and all will be revealed... much to mah chagrin, I slip into a blindness of “playing a cheet” and play poorly, then in trying to justify my play as my opponent “obviously “....
This sux, I just want to play chess, and play chess well, (so mah girlfriends father can respect me) (so I can face myself in the mirror)
Or whatever my current rationale to drive myself insane with the frustration’s of chess...
And yes, if I suspect I reference a multitude of things just to cover my pathetic approach to chess.
Just today I told lichess in a report, that I understand that being afraid of a lawsuit will undoubtedly cause them to back off on investigations...( I would like to apologize for my rant in a report), this was shameful, and belongs in forum...)
And I read a post that mentioned the point of either play chess or waste a day investigating ... ans yes there are times I wish I had a crystal ball and be sure... yet, I am not even good enough to stop playing the benoni not good enough to realize that I am causing my own distress.. nor am I good enough to factor in a knowledgeable chess analysis of the purported game I seem to think I was cheeted from...
So my post is “cheeted, fix it!” Narrative... or worse, I find myself blaming the system. Of course, I am not as crazed with it as I was, when I first found out that I can spot a cheeter, of course, this only is because I really cannot, but I like to think I can...
I am victim of my personal eval, of myself, and what to prove I am great, only to fall flat on my attempts for immortality...
As some have put forth, life is too short, and chess is too much fun to be constantly in the mind *u@k of thinking that they are all out to get me, just trying to make me loose mah $hit and “cross the line” ...
If nothing else, these last five years of lichess chess, has shown me how pathetic I really am, and like an alcoholic I am powerless to change, ... so I ask Caissa for help, and she gives me the games I love, you know the ones where stalkfish pans and suggests that I play something simpler like 52 pickup...
As I get better at the current thousands of games opening, I get full headed that I know everything... which of course is false, for I don’t even know how to be funny... even when people are laughing ...
The ability to cheet will always be there, I simply must learn to trust that my current opponent simply chooses not to, and enjoy myself.
As far as an api to sort out cheet? Good luck, as one response mentioned, had there been something, someone would have figured out how to fool, which of course is human nature, we didn’t become we without cheeting our food out of a long life...
But, we are human, i old like to remind those that do think that cheeting in chess is a good thing, you have missed the beauty of watching your own plan come to fruition, (and my biggest failure is I think my ideas are better than they are...). ... I humiliate myself daily, and try to pretend it doesn’t hurt to lose, by calling my recent opponent a stinky cheet, when I can’t tell for smell online...
Not that I am ever going to change, I’d like to think I can get passed my feeling I can see through the shams... con’s and outright lies... but, I do consider that chess is the pursuit of truth, and if I play outrageously my loss is definitely not because mah opponent peeked at the answers,
Thank for reading...
@acerb8
