the decisions we make,its not just abaut choosing A or B but also abaut deciding to change yourself,putting effort to change yourself.Tonight i went to a Turkish cafe house.i could have gotten into a fight,my oponent was disrespectfull,he crossed the line,i
chose to stay cool,the fact that he was also a chess friend there ,its midnight right now and i feel ok,after i write this,i will watch some tv and seems like have a usual normal night.i could have ended up in a police priecing.i could have gotten beaten up,i could have seriously damage him,i am happy with my choice,i am glad i didnt choose to start a fight,i have been working on being passive in situations like this for a long time,it used to hurt me cause i thought they deserved the puinishment but nowadays i see the wisdom in staying passive,if they deserved punishment,God will punish them,i dont need to,
chose to stay cool,the fact that he was also a chess friend there ,its midnight right now and i feel ok,after i write this,i will watch some tv and seems like have a usual normal night.i could have ended up in a police priecing.i could have gotten beaten up,i could have seriously damage him,i am happy with my choice,i am glad i didnt choose to start a fight,i have been working on being passive in situations like this for a long time,it used to hurt me cause i thought they deserved the puinishment but nowadays i see the wisdom in staying passive,if they deserved punishment,God will punish them,i dont need to,