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oh heh well it wasn't that, was more recent than that, while here in Texas that I did that longer walk

And yeah...forgot about that, pretty sure there's some site where I can order mint leaves online.
Like Quest64 for the n64 XD I wrote a save mapper layout that can give you all kinds of shit, plus mint leaves, restores 20 MP heh

True, the walk I did when I got fined for not being on a sidewalk late at night without any lights also lasted for at least a couple hours.

I did this one for like 8-12 miles or something at the least lmao; it was nerve-wrecking. My dad told me it was a 5-mile circuit, but I hit the end of the lie at midnight, and had to walk all the way back home for hours XD. I thought I was about to get home just walking through a circuit, y'know, already feeling dead tired in my legs and such, but when I realized it wan't no damned circuit, shit, had to make myself feel like I hadn't even begun, and start running back the opposite direction all those miles like there was no tomorrow XD (since you get fined for sleeping out in public here).
Damn, my back was drowned in a pool of sweat and shit. I was aching the entire night I came home and guzzled a shitload of drinks down. Only as of yesterday did my ass make a full recovery hahaha

Even though it also felt great surviving that night, like I'd reached the limit of soreness physical suffering from walking/running that night yet pushed on anyway, I don't think it was a healthy, physical experience like just being willing to take a rest and sit down for a bit. Cause I was too stubborn to stop walking/running the entire time :D

yes, but why did you walk 8-12 miles in the first place? where were you going or where did you think you were going?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Mentha_aquatica01.jpg (water mint)

then again

http://www.healthyfellow.com/290/mint-tea-warning/

"It’s interesting to note that a study in male rats found the exact same hormonal shifts that were exhibited in the women with PCOS, namely, a reduction in testosterone. Potentially negative effects on the testicles of the rats were also detected. This testicular disturbance could possibly be important with regard to fertility. (7)

Other experiments have raised red flags with regard to large dosages of mint tea and possible harm to the kidneys and liver..."

fuck that

lol, try converting that to Russian and then back:
"This is a violation of the testes could be important in terms of fertility."

Nice. Why doesn't the gov't just make a big deal about mint leaves then instead of pot lmao?

I thought I was on a five-mile circuit, so I thought I was going back home, from whence I came when I started. :P

To answer your question bluntly.

I also like to walk in states of melancholy, disappointment, impatience, or just a need to explore and see things. Having a reason behind a walk like that was the last thing I really cared about xD

... what?

No idea what you do though, but my guess is that if you had went for long-term walks during any emotional pressures like I've done or anything, you might not have bothered deleting your account here XD

Not that it ultimately matters either way as we may ultimately prove.

I don't just walk for the hell of it (tho I will when I need to walk somewhere)

I was going to delete my account anyway; getting high just made it easier then.

[shit, I didn't know you were online lol
got like 3 chats going on XD]

Well, you said you planned quitting your job, too.
Hope it involved mooning your boss. :D cause that'd be pretty street XD

Site would have given an SQL error anyway.
user is too high, account suspended, etc.

And I walk because I never want to just sit by and do nothing. I don't know for sure necessarily that I want to live the longest, healthiest life or anything; I just need experience. And much happiness is derived only through suffering, whether it's the kind of suffering we're conscious of or not. So I walk as a matter of mood, rather than where I'm going really.

I didn't do anything too silly at work, tho I was pretty high then too

nothing wrong with walking; I don't really care about living all that long either (quality over quantity in any case), tho i'm not particularly opposed to it either (aging is its own unique experience/information).

our capacity to feel anything, including joy, etc. is probably inversely related to how much we've suffered, tho I'm not entirely sure of that.

Well, half the time we don't know where we're going, even when we think we do.

I don't think shipping a live pig in a box over to your boss' mailbox would constitute anything too silly XD

Yeah, as far as I know, I don't have to do shit to age lol. Hell, nobody has to do any shit to die necessarily. So life might be easier when you go with the flow, but you have to go against some flow too. I mean my dad smokes and shit; life is too short and such. You might say do the shit while you're young though I guess, cause he's too fat anyway lol

Well, time is definitely affected by prior suffering to events in the future. Sometimes it can make you more vulnerable; sometimes it can lead to events where you find joy instead of what you would have found earlier if not then. Of course that pertains nothing to capacity necessarily, but everybody requires some sadness somewhere for such things. Needless to say, one can overtake the other.

and yea LOL you can say that again, cause boy did it strike me when that 5-mile-circuit theory turned out to be a hard lie for me, shit, double the fun man, but I planned to not care and just risk the fates of such things in life, but holy fuck did I not know it was going to be that painful XD, less so if I wasn't so childishly stubborn and just stopped walking for a few seconds and rested instead of persisting the entire way