@EvilChess said in #59:
> Perhaps you are expecting too much from yourself. If you felt disgusted by your own blunders after analyzing your games with stockfish, then it would be a natural defense mechanism to project your feelings of imperfection towards everyone else, as an unconscious effort to level yourself with them.
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> But the reality is that any skilled player, who has studied chess for quite some time, and read a few books, can play very well and produce very interesting games, with their own unique style and ideas. What we can't do is perfect calculation. This is for computers. But human creativity, strategy and style are what make chess beautiful. In that aspect, we are much superior to the computers.
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> Yet, the one thing you need understand and accept is that chess is based on precise calculation, and without that, everything else can fall apart. And this brings up another valuable thing about chess. It gives you an opportunity to learn from your mistakes and accept that you are a human and you'll always be imperfect.
Yes, the players learn from garbage chess, mostly how to bust unsound openings that people messing around play. That the openings will never make anyone a GM doesn't matter, people just say "Oh I couldn't have beaten them anyway." They do this to justify a lazy, unsound approacfh that will never get them anywhere.
I'm not "disgusted after analyzing my games," I find it annoying that I have to refute every CRAP opening on the planet rather than play real openings, but that's chess. Just like an NFL team that runs trick plays and deliberately goes down 14-0 because it'll **annoy** the opponent to swindle a win.
I got to 2300 from 1500 seven years ago because I don't play crap and study properly. My rating will improve until literally the day I die, at an age when most people's rating goes down.