But, Do you know why i prefer been lonely? I prefer being alone because I've never truly felt like having company or being with other people. I feel like being alone is the best option. Whtvr I'm never alone. And i Know it.
Sometimes, people who say they want to be your "friends" don’t really mean it. They might just want to use you as an object or emotional support. I say this from experience: over time, you realize that one of you ends up emotionally dependent on the other.
And that’s when the bond breaks.
In the end, your mind tries to depend on itself, but it can’t — because that person caused too much damage. Your mind was left vulnerable... and naïve.