am i tournament banned?

when i try to join the hourly atomic, it doesn't let me join. (i'm Alen_c)

You should use lichess.org/appeal.

thanks

@Alen_C you have been banned, checking your game history it seems to be sandbagging a year ago, like https://lichess.org/mFq67Eyf/black https://lichess.org/tKiTJMmg only place however to discuss if you want an official answer is lichess.org/appeal as i am not a mod.