First, get to 1800 which is very easy to accomplish ( coming from someone who likely has a learning disability), think for 20 seconds each move on rapid, doesn't matter if you win / lose, learn the ways you could lose, and stop caring about rating points.
Secondly, switch to classical or blitz to compound what you've learnt in rapid and do puzzles on the side.
Thirdly, realize that playing on ZEN mode is the greatest gift you could give yourself, trust me!
Fourthly, out of all the 2000s i've played, one thing common with them is that they, look for tactics; rather than seeking out ways to improve your position
Secondly, switch to classical or blitz to compound what you've learnt in rapid and do puzzles on the side.
Thirdly, realize that playing on ZEN mode is the greatest gift you could give yourself, trust me!
Fourthly, out of all the 2000s i've played, one thing common with them is that they, look for tactics; rather than seeking out ways to improve your position