I think, in absolute terms, white is always better.
Can you beat it with blacks?
Lichess caught you cheating, mate. The best you can do is to give your excuses to Lichess community and Lichess staff, create another account -if they let you- and play without engines.
Who you are on these games?
#3 I meant Lichess uses these names because they copied them from chess.com.
Copy-pasted from chess.com.
It is impossible. No texts, no stories.