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@ronin3b said in #19:
> OP sorry to read your plight but this site is full of kids, teengers, and the biggest userbase looks to be average-Iq players from India that won't be receptive to such topics
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> you won't find any meaningful dialogue here

Yes, I think it is dumb of me to think/hope someone will contribute into the topic in a meaningful/non-stupid way somehow. Not in a way an immature kids would do such as talking about how alpha/sigma he is just because he does/doesn't do this and that. I will not open a topic here anymore.
@MentallyInvinsible said in #21:
> Yes, I think it is dumb of me to think/hope someone will contribute into the topic in a meaningful/non-stupid way somehow. Not in a way an immature kids would do such as talking about how alpha/sigma he is just because he does/doesn't do this and that. I will not open a topic here anymore.

listen up because I need you to understand something real quick you are the beta beta boy and I am the sigma sigma boy and there ain't a thing you can do about it no matter how hard you try no matter how much you beg the universe to change your fate you will always be the background character in my movie while I am out here making moves leading the pack being the lone wolf who answers to no one you are sitting there waiting for approval from people who don't even know you exist

every day you wake up hoping someone will notice you hoping someone will tell you what to do how to act how to breathe and yet no one does because you are mentally invisible you blend into the wallpaper like a forgotten smudge on the wall while I walk into a room and the entire energy shifts because a true sigma does not ask for attention he simply is and the world bows accordingly

you are the guy who asks if it's okay to speak while I am the guy who doesn't need permission you hesitate you overthink you wait for the perfect moment that never comes while I seize every opportunity without a second thought because hesitation is for the weak and weakness is your entire personality

you rely on validation you need people to tell you that you're doing okay but me I couldn't care less what anyone thinks because at the end of the day I am the main event and you are a footnote in history

so keep trying to play catch-up keep trying to convince yourself that maybe one day you will rise above your beta beta destiny but deep down you know the truth you were born to follow and I was born to lead
Expand to the group of all sigmas and you are still a beta.

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And if I'm a beta, you're a delta.
@watford said in #23:
> Have you tried reading novels based on philosophy such as Fyodor Dostoevsky? I can recommend Alain de Botton School of life youtube channel.

Thank you for the comment. I have read some of his novels such as Crime and Punishment, Brothers Karamazov, Notes from the Underground. I resemble myself to his characters in many ways. Though not as lonely as they are but still. For instance, I don't really like the thing people call "small talk". I have tried to like it and get myself accustomed to it but no result so far.

I used to watch a couple of School of Life's videos and I also came across a video (although I didn't watch it because of its catchy title) that says School of Life is a fake self improvement channel.

I am still reading about the correlation between IQ and forced loneliness. Fermi Theorem says that we as a human are lonely in this planet but it isn't relevant to the topic of discussion.

This is my last message on Lichess, by the way. I started to find it useless to write anything on a website which is full of elementary school kids. I don't resonate with any of these kids.
@MentallyInvinsible said in #28:
> Thank you for the comment. I have read some of his novels such as Crime and Punishment, Brothers Karamazov, Notes from the Underground. I resemble myself to his characters in many ways. Though not as lonely as they are but still. For instance, I don't really like the thing people call "small talk". I have tried to like it and get myself accustomed to it but no result so far.
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> I used to watch a couple of School of Life's videos and I also came across a video (although I didn't watch it because of its catchy title) that says School of Life is a fake self improvement channel.
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> I am still reading about the correlation between IQ and forced loneliness. Fermi Theorem says that we as a human are lonely in this planet but it isn't relevant to the topic of discussion.
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> This is my last message on Lichess, by the way. I started to find it useless to write anything on a website which is full of elementary school kids. I don't resonate with any of these kids.

You don't need to announce it.

People gave you support here, and you just kinda say "this place sucks. Bye."

Yeaaaaaa. Except no.
@Sweet-Child-In-Time said in #29:
> You don't need to announce it.
>
> People gave you support here, and you just kinda say "this place sucks. Bye."
>
> Yeaaaaaa. Except no.

I am not saying I am leaving this place. I am saying I won't be posting on the forum anymore. Next time read what is written carefully, okay?