@Searchingyou I've never loved anyone too much and it's a little worrying so I can't even talk about it.
I have usually been like this in my life
In my mind: Wow, how lovely and beautiful this person who crosses the street is. He is the best person ... and I only remember the face of the person who crossed the street for a week.
A few days later, my classmate is the best classmate in the world, and I stare at his picture for half an hour a day like crazy people.
Then everything ends . ..
Wow, what a boy he was in the park, he was a cool person, he is very funny and I think about him for a week ....
I don't think about anyone right now, I just think about how stupid I was, I loved people who didn't even know who I was. So I was the only one who had to love myself.
All I understand is that no one has ever understood me (I do not mean everything, I mean my feelings) My heart breaks quickly from human . I am brave but that is not enough. How can it be possible? (Brave and emotional). Whenever something upsetting happens in the movies, I cry sooner ...
Sometimes I stare at myself in front of the mirror. I ask myself: Hey, who are you ..?. And then I tell a long biography of myself ...
When I think about certain things in life, I close the door in my room and cry ... I talk to myself a lot, of course when I am alone.
It was just an animation that makes me cry all the time (Max and Mary)
One of my hobbies these days is watching the news. This year I realized how important this issue is and I watch the news for about two to three hours. Watching the news is very interesting for me, because I feel like I get a lot of information this way I can get it, but it was a little strange for my parents, because I hated watching the news until a year ago ....