I'll probably be blocked tomorrow.

UPD 27.03.2023: Happy End. I stay =)

You may be seeing my nickname for the last time. lichess.org/forum/lichess-feedback/they-want-to-block-my-nickname. My nickname was not offensive in nature. He was humor with a rhyme. And many of you liked him. This nickname is my life, I used it for 3 years and played about 30,000 games. This nickname is my life, if it is deleted, I do not know what I will do.

Who finds my nickname offensive? I'm not even asking the administration, I want to hear from ordinary users. Please write your opinion on this event. This is an ordinary nickname, with a rhyme in a nutshell, it did not have any offensive character, many users saw humor in it, but today they want to delete it.

It's just a self-deprecating nickname, self-irony. I had a period in my life when others called me a loser, I had big failures in life. Of course, having got into this situation, I felt very bad, and I began to notice that I was psychologically giving negative things into this world (in certain situations this can be equated with psychological violence). And I got tired of pretending and making excuses, I just said to myself: "If everyone thinks that I'm a loser, okay, so be it." But still, I did not want to make my nickname too serious, so as not to emphasize my utopian state at that time. I was looking for a cute combination of words to make the nickname more interesting and even funny.

In addition, Nickname is just my inner state, very often I was considered a loser, even in real tournaments I was often an underdog (for example, I was not in the top 10 favorites), but this did not stop me from winning (in a sense, this is sports abuse ), and become a regional champion, and so on.
As for online chess, it fits my style of play just as well. I get on tilt very often and losing 4-6 games in a row is a common thing for me, at the same time I often take a berskerk when playing in 30 seconds (and I can take a berskerk against players who have a higher rating than me, I often I take berserkers without even looking at the nickname and rating). I get berserk by playing 15 seconds vs 30 and I'm going to cut down the flag, isn't that an abuse?)

One way or another, this nickname is associated only with me. This is a completely autobiographical reflection of my inner state, self-irony and how I feel about life. The abuser is me, the loser is me too.
And I see no reason to block this nickname if someone does not like these words, because these words do not apply to my opponents in any way.

And the word "depression", "evil", "killer" and so on? A huge number of words that are no better than the word abuse ... Why should I suffer because someone mistook the words at their own expense? ...
Oh .. However, blocking the three-year-old account in which I put my soul into it will once again confirm the fact that I am a loser (unsuccessful attempt at self-irony)

As a solidarity with me, you can join this team (I am not the creator of the team) lichess.org/team/dont-ban-loser_abuser