Feeling quite down lately

Soooo...basicaly what the title says. I have been feeling this...presure...this like...sadness or whatever. Hard to explain, but honestly I am not thinking straight anymore. After a long while, when I was basically locked in my house and preparing for exams, sometimes studying like 10 hours a day, with almost no breaks, very little sleep, and became very exhausted and not getting the results I was hoping for, and a bunch of fights with some ,,friends" to the point when I only have like two people that I get along well, but slowly I feel like I am losing more and more close people, and became very quiet, I barely talk to anyone now. I don't even feel like it. I don't even feel like opening my mouth to say something, to talk, and I am always tense, even with family and also VERY lazy. And I think that the only way to not become too cold is to talk, as little as I can. I used to literally scare social anxiety, and now here I am, more lonely than I have ever been. It's not my first time dealing with this feeling, but now it's different, I don't really have my close people around. Sometimes I just wanna give up, and say ,,I had enough", but I just can't let all of this affect me too much. Any help, advice, anything? :)))
(Bruhhh, why the heck is this rant so long THIS IS A LITERAL CHESS SITE XDD)

I'm sorry to hear this bad news. To me, it sounds like serious signs of depression. A Google search for "depression help" should turn up results all over the world that can help you. I'm sure seeing your doctor is definitely a good idea, too. Don't forget that no matter how you're feeling right now, these feelings won't last forever.

I'm glad you shared with us here. We always like your involvement. Remembering you in prayer.

I will add more soon when I have reflected on your comments further.

@CptGonzo said ^

I'm sorry to hear this bad news. To me, it sounds like serious signs of depression. A Google search for "depression help" should turn up results all over the world that can help you. I'm sure seeing your doctor is definitely a good idea, too. Don't forget that no matter how you're feeling right now, these feelings won't last forever.

Hmmmm...who knows? Hopefully not though, idk, i just refuse to let myself be sad and stuff like that just because some random person/people (but not really that random) decided to turn their backs on me, or just because I don't feel like talking too much anymore, in the end being quite cold, and kind of too serious. And the whole ,,exam situation" WAS LITERALLY LIKE A FEW MONTHS AGO, WHAT IN THE WORLD I AM SAD FOR? Yet, I still feel quite exhausted, and ovethinking a lot, but like A LOT, just unnecessary. Like if text someone, and they leave on read I'm like ,,yep, they hate me". Ahem, WHAT? Oh well, yeah, hopefully I will out of this as fast as possible :)

When i am feeling bad.I just wait till i feel better.Because i know feelings change.Today was horrible for me.But i was aware this feeling would change and it already changed actually.I feel ok now.If life sucks too much sometimes,realize that this bad feeling will change and life will be fun again.I dont know when but eventually it will.

@Diaconu_Teodora btw if ur thnking of self harm, just know that its a long term solution to a short term problem so dont do it. and also, dont take anti-deppressants. so many studies keep coming out about how those things do horrible horrible things, and they dont even help get u un-depressed lol

@Diaconu_Teodora I know that these feelings suck. You will get over it soon. Also don’t commit self harm if you’re thinking of that (it wont help.) I hope you feel better soon, also try to sleep more and try to socialize. Finding hobbies also would help just find something you like doing. I hope this has been helpful.

well tbh i don't have any words of wisdom like these guys. I know its not nice to deal with but you just got to keep going (it WILL get better) id say try to talk to your family more and get some rest being tired really makes your mood bad. and as a catholic i will pray for you i also recommend trying to go to church and praying. God bless you all

@Diaconu_Teodora

I've always liked you,you're on my friends list.

Now I'm no expert but I've been depressed and worked through it and I'd just like to say that there is no healing in isolation.
Involve yourself with others,volunteer if you choose.

Sometimes the best way to help yourself is through helping others.

In conclusion i can see you are a strong person and will conquer your depression.
Remember there is no shame in seeking help if you need to.

Please feel free to DM me if you wish.

Good luck and wishing you well :)

@Diaconu_Teodora said ^

I'm sorry to hear this bad news. To me, it sounds like serious signs of depression. A Google search for "depression help" should turn up results all over the world that can help you. I'm sure seeing your doctor is definitely a good idea, too. Don't forget that no matter how you're feeling right now, these feelings won't last forever.

Hmmmm...who knows? Hopefully not though, idk, i just refuse to let myself be sad and stuff like that just because some random person/people (but not really that random) decided to turn their backs on me, or just because I don't feel like talking too much anymore, in the end being quite cold, and kind of too serious. And the whole ,,exam situation" WAS LITERALLY LIKE A FEW MONTHS AGO, WHAT IN THE WORLD I AM SAD FOR? Yet, I still feel quite exhausted, and ovethinking a lot, but like A LOT, just unnecessary. Like if text someone, and they leave on read I'm like ,,yep, they hate me". Ahem, WHAT? Oh well, yeah, hopefully I will out of this as fast as possible :)

talking to someone and letting all this out may help. it's not good to keep it all balled up inside, as the pressure will keep mounting. stay strong :)