Today i decided to make my first excursion in some forest looking for mushrooms.
I decided to go in a specific place where i never went in order to search mushrooms but that i know pretty well because is a good spot for climbing.
The forest has always provided me a strange feeling, like when i was inside, i went once also making a night excursion, i had always strange feelings (i do lot of mountain and it is not a common thing for me perceiving such a strangeness).
The forest is a difficult one, like you can imagine as a forest with lot of stone and steep slopes.
Probably also many persons committed suicide there or just found dead while climbing or while doing mountainaring.
Well today i was in that forest and when i was walking i noticed something blue distant in a canal.
I said to me i should go watching what was that, i mean, it could also be possible someone had some problem, so i decided to go there.
Moving closer i was happy to notice that was not a human body but just a textile, but i still could not understand what it was.
People say curiosity is the mother of all the problems, i decided to go watching what it was. It was a sleeping bag. The sleeping bag was positioned in a way that persons are able to notice it from the distance and it was disposed linearly, so as someone would be ready to sleep inside, so not just would be casually fallen down from a higher stone. It was human positioned.
I decided there to use my walking stick to moove it and watching if there was something inside, and nothing it was empty. The conditions where not good but also not so bad, so it is difficult to estimate how long this sleeping bag was there but for sure not 10 years.
Now my concerne is that i found a sleeping bag of someone who committed suicide, but i received no notification of recent suicide in this wood, but where i leave this kind of things go not certainly selled to media.
This feeling was also emphatized by the fact i watched in the past a documentary on youtube talking about suicide and I lost the sleep for many days because of that (do not look for those sick documentary it is really strong and i needed many meditation days in order to accomplish a much better understanding of what i saw).
After that i decided to return back to my car, i just abandoned my walking stick in the wood because i do some kind of dangerous excursions and for me they where now damned.
Now i don't know if i should return there and removing it.
I decided to go in a specific place where i never went in order to search mushrooms but that i know pretty well because is a good spot for climbing.
The forest has always provided me a strange feeling, like when i was inside, i went once also making a night excursion, i had always strange feelings (i do lot of mountain and it is not a common thing for me perceiving such a strangeness).
The forest is a difficult one, like you can imagine as a forest with lot of stone and steep slopes.
Probably also many persons committed suicide there or just found dead while climbing or while doing mountainaring.
Well today i was in that forest and when i was walking i noticed something blue distant in a canal.
I said to me i should go watching what was that, i mean, it could also be possible someone had some problem, so i decided to go there.
Moving closer i was happy to notice that was not a human body but just a textile, but i still could not understand what it was.
People say curiosity is the mother of all the problems, i decided to go watching what it was. It was a sleeping bag. The sleeping bag was positioned in a way that persons are able to notice it from the distance and it was disposed linearly, so as someone would be ready to sleep inside, so not just would be casually fallen down from a higher stone. It was human positioned.
I decided there to use my walking stick to moove it and watching if there was something inside, and nothing it was empty. The conditions where not good but also not so bad, so it is difficult to estimate how long this sleeping bag was there but for sure not 10 years.
Now my concerne is that i found a sleeping bag of someone who committed suicide, but i received no notification of recent suicide in this wood, but where i leave this kind of things go not certainly selled to media.
This feeling was also emphatized by the fact i watched in the past a documentary on youtube talking about suicide and I lost the sleep for many days because of that (do not look for those sick documentary it is really strong and i needed many meditation days in order to accomplish a much better understanding of what i saw).
After that i decided to return back to my car, i just abandoned my walking stick in the wood because i do some kind of dangerous excursions and for me they where now damned.
Now i don't know if i should return there and removing it.
