I don't want to play chess anymore.
Yes, that's right. As a game, I don't want to play it anymore. I don't enjoy the competitive aspect to it. I don't enjoy the feeling of losing. I don't enjoy methodically playing a game from beginning to end.
Nonetheless, chess itself captivates me. There's something special about it. I can feel there is something really complicated going on beneath the surface, something mathematical even. I want to study chess THEORY. I want to study it as an artform. I want to really get in there deep, ask the real hard questions about it and learn about the tricky, unknown secrets. I don't want to be a player anymore, I want to be a student.
So, now that I have decided I am changing my approach to one of recreational study of theory, not one where I aim to climb the rating ladder, what is the best way to do this? How do I begin learning the theory of chess? Where do I even start? What books do I read that approach chess in this same way that I am thinking of, in the sense that it is an art to be appreciated? What aspects to theory are there?
Help, anyone?
Yes, that's right. As a game, I don't want to play it anymore. I don't enjoy the competitive aspect to it. I don't enjoy the feeling of losing. I don't enjoy methodically playing a game from beginning to end.
Nonetheless, chess itself captivates me. There's something special about it. I can feel there is something really complicated going on beneath the surface, something mathematical even. I want to study chess THEORY. I want to study it as an artform. I want to really get in there deep, ask the real hard questions about it and learn about the tricky, unknown secrets. I don't want to be a player anymore, I want to be a student.
So, now that I have decided I am changing my approach to one of recreational study of theory, not one where I aim to climb the rating ladder, what is the best way to do this? How do I begin learning the theory of chess? Where do I even start? What books do I read that approach chess in this same way that I am thinking of, in the sense that it is an art to be appreciated? What aspects to theory are there?
Help, anyone?