It's so awful to play such of a defensive position, with such of a bad piece and then you realize that you don't know a thing about that opening and you had mess it up. All you got is fighting for a draw. I end up blundering that goddamn bishop, left it hanging because of the back rank mate, but luckily my opponent didn't see it. What you think?
http://en.lichess.org/2k96vBIy/black#43
http://en.lichess.org/2k96vBIy/black#43